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Thursday, 29 January 2009

  • The lushest quote ever.

    I believe in music the way you believe in fairytales. Open up your heart and listen.
    You'll believe too.
    -August Rush.

    Mine now. Yay.

    The moon sits high in the sky, staring at the stars.
    Jealous of the way that no matter what happens, they shine.
    'Don't you get tired?' He asked, 'Being optimistic all the time? How can you manage to shine, despite all below?'
    'Moon.' One replied, 'When all is wrong, do you not see the way they tilt their heads back? The way they look up at us? Do you think it does them well to see us shining? Letting them know, that no matter what, something is always okay?'

    He doesn't quite understand what he does to her.
    How she feels when he is near,
    How he can cheer her up when nothing else does.
    How she is falling in love with him.
    And how everyday he insists he is not ready, he breaks her heart.

    If somebody told me that this time last year we would be together i probably would of laughed.
    Truth be told i didn't see it coming.
    The laughing became flirting,
    The glances became looks,
    The accidental brushes became lingering touches.
    My best friend stole my heart, and there is no one more worthy of it then you.

    You grabbed my hand and pulled me back,
    Told me to look at the stars,
    So I did.
    But it wasn't the stars I saw.
    It was you,
    Everything we'd done together,
    Things we could,
    In that moment I believed in forever.

    Sometimes it seems like i'm fire.
    That everything I touch gets burned.
    Sometimes it seems like i'm a disease,
    Destroying people from within.
    Sometimes it seems like i'm destruction,
    Causing pain where ever i go.

    Somebody rescue the dreamer, before she self destructs.

    I'm scared of ruining this,
    That I'll say something stupid,
    Or believe a stupid lie.
    I'm scared that I'll lash out,
    Or push you away.
    I've never had something as beautiful as this before,
    And it'd be so like me to destroy it.

    I miss you so much that sometimes it physically hurts.
    I get angry sometimes,
    On the days when it gets too much.
    Sometimes I blame you for giving up, leaving.
    Some days I can almost feel you there,
    And it's like you never left me.
    I could yell at you, for not picking up the phone,
    Calling me, telling me you loved me.
    But I never did that either.
    I get angry at myself sometimes,
    For not being able to say goodbye.
    I feel guilty most of time,
    Because despite how you suffered,
    I wish you were still alive.

    I want to be free,
    I want to run,
    Feel the adrenline rush,
    I want to dance with the elements,
    Feel the wind whip round my face,
    I want to feel the Earth beneath my feet,
    The heat of the fire,
    I want to feel the cool soothing water.
    I need to free,
    This small town is crippiling me.

    Peace && All That.
    Bean.

     

  • Just Once I Want To Lose Control....

    Hey,
    Things have calmed down a bit lol. Mike is back now, its amazing =]
    .
    Anyhoo here is some quotes i wrote and some Twlight icons.

     

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    1) And i write my heart out on these pages,
    So i can smile and face each day, fighting the tears.

    2)Let me fly,
    Let me soar,
    Lift me up
    && let me go.

    3) Bite my neck
    && suck me dry,
    Become my nighttime lullaby.

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    4) Hands reach down
    && pull me up
    Push me into his arms,
    Hands upon his chest,
    Looking up into his eyes,
    Dark, Succulent, Dry,
    His hand runs through my golden hair,
    He whispers slowly to me,
    'Take my broken heart,
    Unbeating and alone,
    All my life i've been waiting for you,
    I give myself to you.'
    He bends down and kisses my forehead.
    I pull myself away,
    Clutching his hand,
    I smile at him,
    'I give you my beating heart,
    To mould to what shape you wish,
    I give you my very exsistence.'
    He chuckled and pulled me by the waist,
    He lifted my head up and kissed my lips,
    He moved toward my neck,
    My knees buckled in shock,
    He caught me as i fell,
    Clutching me tightly,
    I did not cry out,
    I was not in pain.
    He saved my life,
    He saved my soul.


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    && yes i love fantasy,
    The idea that there is more for me,
    Love.Adventure.Hope
    I will find my something.
    My adventure.
    My someone.
    I will find my freedom.

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    Anyway folks.
    I hope you all have a Happy new year.
    May 2008 be better then this year =]

    Peace out with the side ordering of love.
    xxxx

     

Sunday, 27 July 2008

  • 5 days til breaking dawn =]]

    1) Like Sleeping Beauty, my prince will come for me,
    Like Cinderella i will break free,
    Like Belle i will break the mould,
    Like Ariel i will keep dreaming,
    Like Jasmine i will keep looking outside the walls,
    LIke Snow White i will trust with my heart,
    Like Mulan i will fight for everything,
    Like Pocahuntus i will listen to my heart.

    2) What we have here is a girl desperate for a miracle.
    A guy desperate for a break,
    What we have here is a girl desperate for a dream to give her wings,
    A guy who is desperate to smile,
    What we have here is a girl what wants him
    && a guy who wants her.

    3) Lets face facts,
    We don't have the ability to live without each other.

    4) Maybe...just maybe, the ugly sisters were only ugly because unlike Cinderella they weren't perfect.

    5) She is a beautiful disaster,
    Head in the clouds and heart on her sleeve.

    6) Without dreams where will we be?
    Everything started out as a dream.

    7) I've made many mistakes,
    That is what i do,
    But the biggest mistake i've made,
    Is going out with him,
    To get over you.

    8) You can call me cinderella,
    But there is a big difference between me and her,
    She had a happy ending.

     

Thursday, 05 June 2008

  • Hey,
    Its been ages since i've updated so i thought i would.
    Finished my AS levels, just waiting for the results now.
    Heres hoping i pass =]

    1) && with no parachute im falling.

    2) Head in the clouds
    Feet dragging along,
    Living in dreams,
    Afraid to love,
    Afraid there's nothing more,
    Living in dreams,
    Afraid of reality.

    3) She falls asleep,
    Clutching a bittersweet lie,
    And a fairytale.

    3) A dead rose glistening in the rain,
    A broken heart bleeding in your hand.

    4) Darling keep your glass slippers.
    Let the flowers keep their petals.
    Keep your dignity,
    Keep your heart.
    Save the prince a trip.

    5) There are no stars in my sky tonight,
    No hope in my misery,
    No angel in my dreams,
    My heart breaks tonight.

    6) So...
    Snow White got herself poisened.
    Cinderella was a slave.
    Esmerelda was a rebel.
    Ariel was a dreamer,
    Belle was an outcast,
    Jasmine was foolish,
    && Sleeping Beauty?
    Well her parents kinda screwed her over.
    And they still get princes.

    7) So beautifully dress up,
    Take a bow,
    Smile for the camera's,
    And paint your pretty head
    Elegance dances a pretty dance.

    8)Dear Princess,
    You probably believed that your fairytale would come true.
    Your prince would arrive,
    Save your life,
    Break the spell?
    Dear Princess,
    You probably believed that love is eternal,
    And your heart wouldn't break?
    Dear Princess,
    Daddy lied,
    And mummy decieved you.

    9) Death knows not of love.
    It has no heart.
    It knows nothing of the pain it causes.
    Death knows no boundaries,
    For it has no soul.

    10) Nothing is beautiful forever,
    Eventually something will spoil it.
    Nothing is innocent forever,
    Inocence is always tainted
    Sins and temptations,
    Spoil us.

    11) What we have here is a girl desperate for a miracle,
    A guy desperate for a break,
    What we have here is a girl desperate for a dream to give her wings.
    A guy who is desperate to smile,
    What we have here is a girl,
    Who wants him,
    And a guy who wants her.

    12) She is a beautiful disaster,
    Head in the clouds and her heart on her sleeve.

    13) Im closed.
    A book you cant read.

    14) I'll prove you wrong.
    I'll be something you never were.
    So long and goodbye.

    I'll update icons later.
    Toodlepips.

    Peace.

     

    xxx


     

Wednesday, 21 November 2007

  • Bloody hell

    I cant remember the last time i laughed and actually meant it.
    So much crap has happened, i have been so down for so long.
    Its ridiculous.
    But omg brightside, Mike is out in two weeks!!! I get to see him again i cant wait.

    Anyway, no icons today, i dont have the time sorry, but here are some icons,

    Oh wait one other thing, i just wanted to say that there are so many amazing xanga sites, some have amazing quotes on them. keep it out, not to sound patronizing =]

    1) The problem is not that i dont feel, but that i feel way to much.

    2) I wish i had a thicker skin,
    So that insults would fly off me,
    Pain would wash over me,
    I wouldn't feel anything,
    Yeah...that would suit me fine.

    3) She's crowned Queen of the drama
    Follow the crowd, you'll spot her a mile off.

    4) She lies her through life,
    Not the way other people might, not to hide the pain,
    But for her own self-gain,
    For attention,
    Not caring who she hurts,
    But now her lies are coming back to haunt her,
    Its all coming to something,
    She'll lose everything.

    5) I know that im not pretty enough,
    That im not worth it,
    That im annoying,
    I cry to much,
    I care to much,
    I know im not your girl,
    but for a while,
    You were my guy.

    6) Fairytales and Lies,
    Princess's dancing across tragedies,
    Prince's pretending they care,
    Sugared up lies,
    Make believe for the niave.

    7) She sits on daddys knee,
    As he reads her the lies that will get her through life,
    The evil one was defeated,
    The prince loved her,
    Happily-Ever-After,
    Lie after lie.
    Trying to glamour up the world,
    Trying to save his little girls heart.

    8) Im trying to tell you that im bad for you,
    Im not the kinda girl that will lay down and take it,
    Im a fighter,
    I wont take anything, i will stand up for what i believe in,
    You cross me and you will see a side you wish you didnt,
    I dont believe in love anymore,
    I have little hope in others,
    Thats me,
    And im telling you, im not worth it.

    I made these so please give credit =]

    CrazyHippyChick
    Over&&Out



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